Hopeless

Hi, assalamualaikum.

I feel like it's been a year since my last update *acah acah hehehehe. I dont know why few days ni rasa miserable sangat. I dont know whats happening with me, my studies, aih :( Almost two weeks tak dapat balik rumah and i'm here rasa loner gila babi lepastu rasa asyik nak nangis je :(((((((((((( I hate homesick tapi nak buat cemana memang nak kena homesick.

I am counting my days to finish my studies and get married with someone yang looks like a prince muehehehehe. Oh cakap pasal ni, I've been keeping this secrets (lah sangat) since a year ago. I have a crush towards someone, tapi my mum selalu cakap 'Kalau kita suka orang jangan mengharapkan dia nak suka kita balik sebab tu mainan perasaan' Ouch. Yela i selalu jugak stalk dia tapi sekarang macam hopeless sebab i always rasa mcm he's gonna respond on what i said to him, too bad takdak makna nya ok. Till today. I rasa i shall stop from hoping something.. Takpe lah there's must be a reason benda ni jadi, tapi kenapa i rasa teruk ah sekarang ni :(((((((((((((((((((((((

Overthinking Kills ikha

bye