6 Weeks.

Assalamualaikum everyone! How you're doing? Okay I know my blog is lame, ugly or what so ever. But what can I do since I only have this blog :( Sobs sobs. Suuuupp with this 6 weeks? TO BE HONEST I'M GOING BACK TO MAKTAB TOMORROW AND I WON'T BE COMING BACK AFTER 6 WEEKS OKAY I'M DYING T.T Berita paling menyedihkan is. FINAL EXAM IS AROUND THE CORNER, THAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE ......................................................

Hmmmm what to do? Hostel life right. I'm crying right now I tell you. Life is getting harder. People changed. Shit happens. What should I do? Being a person is not as easy as abc. Need to face those challenging day, almost everyday. That's what life was meant to be. This week, ada Kem Tamat Latihan. Things that I don't really like to do.

Balik kali ni I tak study apa apa pun ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Teruk sangat kan. I only sleep, eat, and sakit. Hmmmm.... Actually I don't have any good idea to share, hahaha. Lame me. I just miss my besties. My family. ;'( I can't stand the moment when my family are leaving me from the hostel.

Sebenarnya lagi nak exam lagi lah homesick. I keep on crying as I want my parents are there with me giving me support. Telling me how much they loved me. I don't need boyfriend. I just need my dad, my mum, and my bestfriends around me. That would be enough. Without them.. I'm nothing.

Sometimes, I do feel like on having a boyfriend would be fun. But I don't know why, since there's something happened between me and my ex, I feel like having boyfriend is nothing. NOTHING. Maybe it's because I'm focusing on my study *i don't think so hihhihi. I'm too busy to think about others. Even, I don't have time for my parents. How about my bf? Hahahaha jauh sangat lah tu. Ehhhhh, I think I'm sooo run out uf the topic. Hahahahaha.

I don't care sebab this is my blog so why should I care. Heheheh sorry lah kasar sikit. What am I doing right now is, drinking some full cream milk. Listening to When I was Your Man. I don't know why, I'm just too addicted to that song. Hmmmmm. I love bruno mars to ze max!

Oh dah habis pulak lagu bruno ni. Baru nak feel. And now, I'm listening to LITTLE THINGS! Alah takda ap a apa pun lagu ni. Kalau orang bercinta boleh lah kan. Kan kan kan. Not me. Enough is just enough. My mum cakap apa. Siapa lah jodoh anak mak sorang ni. Sam Tsui mungkin Hihihihhi gatal je.

Okay lah I guess it's more than enough for today. Need some rest since my stomach is in pain. Night peeps :*

xx, ikhageds

Hurt.

Hiiiiiii assalamualaikum :) Hey. Suuupppp how about my entry today? Sounds trouble right? Yeapppp that's what i feel right now. My heart seems like broken into small pieces and no one would like to care about. I know. Sometimes I don't feel like falling in love with someone as I know I'll be hurt. But who cares right? I don't know why but the thing is I rasa macam diperbodohkan. Literally. I don't feel like I've been loved. Hmmm I don't know what exactly he wants. Serious talk, kiteorang tak couple pun. Since I said I don't want  to have any bf. Then kami kawan. But I don't know why all of sudden, he wanted to end our relay as friends. Hmmm then he said that I macam tak pertahankan. Apa benda siot. Kite bukan couple pun. Haih, I bukan lah patah hati macam nak bunuh diri tu, it's just that I rasa dissapointed gila it's because of before balik cuti ni, I heard a few stories pasal dia cuma main main. Okay then betul lah yg my friend cakap tu. I don't care. That's what you want, what can I do. But one thing you have to remember, what you did, you get back okay dear? I'll pray for your happiness. I'm okay now since I still have my sampan. He always there when I need him. Tak kisah lah whenever I sakit sekalipun, he always be there for me. How I miss him hmmmm..

I'm just hoping that things will be better than before. No boyfriend I guess. Study, trial is coming this 2 Sept I tell youuuuuu. I'm so scared since my study pun mcm tak constant lagi haiyah..................

I wanna make sure my parents and family be proud on having me!

Nothing much to say I guess. Night peeps.