Tuesday 29 April 2014

Aizat Amdan


I adore you since you were FAT, but now you're already THIN.

I love your voice as much as you love MU.

Boleh tak satu hari nanti awak perasan saya :(
Dah lama saya suka kan awak.

I'm your biggest fan and can I be your girlfriend :(

Jangan lah suka Zee Avi nanti I'm heartbroken :(

I hope we can be like this.


xx

IG


Monday 28 April 2014

Rindu, sigh

Awak, saya rindu.

I miss the old you. I miss to have a late night conversation with you. I miss talking about stupid things with you, I miss that.

I feel broken and hurt in deep deep deep inside my heart. I'm sorry because I left you and now. I feel regretted. Time flies and now you don't even know me at all. You won't reply my whatsapp, pick up my calls, replying my texts. NO.. you won't.

I tried so hard to forget you but it seems I can't.

-TRUE LOVE WAITS-

Issit true? How long will I wait? When are you going to say that you love me, and you need me. My question is WHEN?

I wonder how long should I wait.. Or maybe not. I tried my best to delete our memories but it still remain. I am not that strong to forget everything.

Kalau kita together, this year dah nak masuk 2 tahun kan, unfortunately....... No we aren't.

Tbh, saya rindu awak. I am not going to put my hope too high as I know it won't achieve.

xx,
Ig

Friday 18 April 2014

I'm 18 now.

Assalamualaikum and hellllooooooooooooooooooooo gaysssssssssssssssssssssssss hehehe! 

Fuyoo lama nya tak bercerita benda benda poyo kat dalam blog ni, maklum la SPM was over and busy kerja (muka kerek) hehehehe. As the time passed, and now i'm legally 18 years old. Dah boleh masuk wayang without kena check semua (angkat kening) but sometimes pak guard entrance (aka abang abang wayang) tu tak percaya I'm oledi 18. Hello pak guard jangan pandang pada kerendahan saya ok!

A few days before I update blog, i read my recent posts tau.... YA ALLAH, geli sungguh hahahahah bajet poyo takda boyfriend lepastu macam 'Eh takpe, aku boleh hidup tanpa boyfriend bla bla bla, meroyan tak tentu pasal' I macam 'Eh kenapa aku macam ni dulu lol' gahgahgah geli geleman kot baca hahaha. Somehow i terfikir time tu mesti macam 'budak sekolah sangat' hahaha lepastu ayat skema semua majang nak speaking lewls, itu memang agak kelakar.....

So then, I pun tak tahu nak update apa kan yela emmm takda idea sebab saya bukan seperti Maria Elena, Fynn Jamal and etc.... 

Oh oh oh yes! I nak cerita...

END OF THIS YEAR MY UNCLE NAK KAHWIN!!!!!! yayers! 
Amboi hahaha I excited gila sebab dah lama tak jadi flowergirl, hehehe. Dulu dulu time kecik jadi lepastu muka MasyaAllah.. hahah this time I dah besar so prettier (KOT) hihhihihii, so my families were busy choosing the theme colour for my uncle's wedding. 

FOR ME I AM SO SO SO EZAITED ok hehehe eh macam saya pulak nak kahwin kehkeh.

Busy pilih baju,
Dresses,
Theme colour, 
Tudung,

Aiyooo..

So tu je nak cerita nanti ada cerita baru I update papai muax

xoxo, IG