BYE BYE RAMADHAN, HELLO SYAWAL!

Hello thereeeeeeeeee! Weeee, Raya dah nak sampai! Agogogogogogo! Sukanya saya :) Hihi, tapi tak boleh raya sakan :( Sebab PMR pun coming. Haicehhh. Homework? Jgn cakap. Mmg banyak. Tapi sukaaaaa :)
HEHEHE :)

Dah tak sabar nak raya ni. haha :)

Well let me say something about this entry.
I'm NUR SYAFIQAH AMIR BURHANUDDIN :)
age 15 YEARS OLD :)
PMR CANDIDATE 2011 :)

Seorang yg happy gohhh lucky.
Tak suka marah-marah.
Bila merajuk nak KINDER BUENO.
Tak suka BACKSTABBER :)
Okay, suka buat bende yg tak masuk akal *kengkadang
Suke gurau dgn kawan2 tersayang.
Suke pau PARENTS.
Nak itu nak ini. *maklumlah, ank perempuan sorg :)
Addicted kat korea. *2PM babyy.
Haaa, itu jela kot. Nothing else I can say about myself :)

Oleh itu...
Saya NUR SYAFIQAH AMIR BURHANUDDIN..
Ingin menyusun sepuluh jari *tak termasuk jari kaki. haha.
Memohon maaf jika saya ada terkasar bahasa. Ter-umpat. Ter-dengki. Ter-kutuk. Ter-pukul. Dan sebagainya.
Saya tahu saya bukan seorang manusia yang sempurna.
Semua manusia pernah melakukan kesalahan.
Tiada manusia yang PERFECT *termasuk saya.

Saya ingin mengucapkan...

Maaf Zahir

Dan

Batin.

Maafkan salah dan silap saya :)

Lots of love.

CCAAMEER :)

FAKERS :)

Hello thereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Assalamualaikum :)
Haaaaa, hari ni kite nak cerita sikit pasal seorang FAKERS ni. Oh well. Kite dicetak. Ahaha, bestnye kan! Sial lah puihh! Haiiyaaaaa. I don't know who made my picture into his/her profile picture! DAHAMNNNN! Hoho, yelaaa. Sampai bila nak tiru orang kan? Takpe, kita tak kesah. Awak buat lah. Alhamdulillah :) I just wanna say. Tolong lah berubah :) Allah dah memberikan awak sebaik-baik manusia, sempurna akal fikiran nya. Jadi tolong lah fikir kan :)

Ni profile die :)

Power kan die?

Part ni tak tahan :P

Anyway, thanks for FAKE-ing me :)

Lots of love.

CCAAMEER <3

24.08.2011 :) HI BESTFRIEND!

Hi and assalamualaikum. Today's entry is for my SUPER DUPER BESTFRIEND! Her name....
NOOR IZZATUL SYAHIRAH BINTI JASNI :)


Here some pictures of her :)

alololo, cohmelnya. haha

Okay now. I'm gonna make a story about US :) Peace! Hoyeahhh. KAMI>>>>>>>>>
We're been friends for 5 YEARS AND 8 MONTHS. Well, she's my shoulder when I cry. She accompany me everytime I'm alone. She's the one who always BACK-UP on me. She's the one who laughed together with me. She's the one who makes me happy. She's the one who sits everyday beside me. She's the one who I fight to. She's the one who really makes my life happy to be friend with her. SHE"S THE ONE. THE ONLY ONE WHO ARE SPECIAL TO ME :) SHE"S EVERYTHING TO ME :)

I really mean it :)

Okay now. *soorrrryyyy emotional sikit. HAHA XD. Now, sambung cerita. Guess what. A few days ago, I was depressed with something.. But yeah, IZAT NI LAH ORANG NYA yg buat aku rase happy :) PEACE. Ooopps, my bad. Salah cerita. HAHA.

About IZAT :)
24 AUGUST 1996. The day she was born :)
She's a short girl, cute, pretty too *sorry zat. first time aku puji. haha
She's nice to everyone that she knows.
She's TAKEN :) *omg. terlepas. haha
She's the eldest daughter. *tapi adik aku, sbb aku lahir dulu. hoho
She's A HAPPY GO LUCKY GIRL *tapi kalau moody, takut aku.
She's 15 YEARS OLD *hari ini, detik ini.
She loves to sleep during GEO class. *ahaha, maaf :)
I love the way she BURPP herself. *pssssst :)
Tak tahu lah ape lagi, hehe. Sorry.

I just wanna say>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.....

cake takde. gambar pun jadi lah. hehe :)

SMILE ALWAYS ZAT. I HOPE YOU'LL LIKE IT.

Lots of love, 

CCAAMEER

I felt like I wanna cry when someone told me about you :'(

Assalamualaikum :) and Hi :(

Sorry for not updating my blog for such a long time :) Hmmm, today's entry is about someone that I admirer. Oh well, I can't mention his name. FULLSTOP. :) I hope he reads this entry.

Toooo someone that I loved :) :)

Yesterday was the most BAD day I ever had. :( I was chased by A MAN. I don't know anything about him, seriously! OMG, I was really scared to death! *hanya Allah sahaja yg tahu :( Then I texted him. I told him everything about it. *AWAK, TADI KITE KENE KEJAR DGN SOMEONE. KITE TAKUT GILA! 

then he replied *KALAU DIE KEJAR, CALL OR JERIT JE NAME SAYA KAY?' . Okay, now I didn't feel scared like before. Thank GOD :) 

About 6.15 p.m.. 

I went to BAZAAR RAMADHAN near my house. Okay fine, a bit far away. But I walked till there! Hmmmmmmm, enuf. There, me and syera walked and looked for something to eat. Oh well, nothing special there. SERIOUSLY! After a few rounds we had walked, finally we found a stall! DAMN, so hard to find FOOD!. ERGHHHH! We told the makcik there what we wanted to eat :) *BEREJAM KITEORANG TUNGGU! NAK BERJANGGUT PUN ADE. We waited and waited and waited. Hmmm, yeahhhh. *PACIK WHY ARE YOU SO SLOW!!!!!!!!! WE WERE LATE FOR TUITION!!!

Finalllyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Our food has done! Wheeee. But the time was already 6.45! DAMN! Pacik ni dah mcm hawau! Lembab betul. Huhhhhhh! While then, someone had came. He called me. *MOK, KAT MANA, SAYA DAH SAMPAI. Then I replied *KAT MANA? AREA? TAK NAMPAK. Then, I continued walking till I bumped into him. *SENYUM, TUNJUK PEACE LAGI. HOHO. Okay, I went to meet him. I  saw something weird on him actually. but I can't tell it :) Hmm, actually I don't like that THING. But, we're just a FRIEND right? So, I just can smile. And I told this too *CANTIK thing TU. :) Die dah lain mcm. Hmmm, daah. Sambung cerita :) I walked with him about halfway. Then he went to buy his food. I have to go back! I was in hurry that time because I was late for TUITION! *TAPI TAK PEGI JUGAK, HAHA. Then I texted him until the night came :) Well, he said he was busy doing something for his KAMPUNG. Oh well, OKAY LAH KAN. 

About 9.30 something. Someone told me about him. He/She said that someone that I admirer was a BAHAD PERSON! Hanya Allah sahaja yg tahu perasaan aku mase tu. Yaa, I know he's a BAHAD GUY. But you can't judge HIM by his cover. Itu bende dulu kan. Die dah tak buat lagi. The worst thing that I've heard when HE/SHE told me that he had a GF. Okay, that makes me feel depressed! It's not about he had a GF, but I can't accepted when he lied to me! I can't! Then, I asked abang to call me. Because I felt suspicious about it. Hmmmm. Abang told me the same thing. *TAPI BENDE TU DULU LAH! DIE DAH TAK BUAT LAGI! ENOUGH LAH TU KUTUK DIE! I cried. I cried because of someone. This is the first time I cried because oh you. THEN, orang tu pulak BACK-UP BF sendiri. Hmmm. Biarlah die kan. I can't say anything about them. I just can SMILE. (KAU TAK TAHU APE YG AKU RASA) Hmmmmm :( :( Time tu juga aku dah mabuk. Perut dah mula sakit. MYGAUD! So I have to take one of this things.

I hate to take this. But I have to.

I HATE THIS THING!

YUCKKSSSS!

Hmmmm. Until now I felt depressed :( :( 

I need someone to hug me. Be my shoulder when I cry. I need you. 

Here's my BFF. IZZATUL SYAHIRAH..

Thanks for being my friend for 5 years and 8 months. 

ILOVEYOU 

To the person that I admirer :)

This how I feel now.

Hear this. 

I like you, seriously.

I hope this would be end soon.

Sincerely, MISTER A..

I love you. I hope I'll forget you one day.

LOVE, ccaameer.

Kita kene klon.

Hi, bosan. Lapar menunggu berbuka. Hmmmm, kite ade story nak story mory ni. Kite ada klon. FAKKKKK! Kite tak tahu asal orang tu klon kita. Budusss, pakai gambar kite lagi. Menci menci, haha. Kemain gedik nau kite ni. Hahahaha, nanti kite tunjuk bukti yea? Okay, gud. :)

LOL<ccameercomel> *tak masuk

Sejarah :)

I've got C, okay bye.

FIRST DAY OF TRIAL, 8 AUGUST 2011. And thanks to AFIQAH MUHAMMED :)

Hi and Assalamualaikum :)  Hmm, just now my PMR trial  had began. I was freaking scared even the exam haven't started yet. Fuhhh, all my friends felt like the THE EARTH gonna exploded! Ohmygaud. So so so scaryyyy. I felt the same way as they did too! Hahaha. I arrived at school at about 7.25 maybe. And then I walked straight towards my friends. NANA and AIN. When I just arrived there, I saw their faces were like SOMEONE DID SOMETHING BAD. Hahahaha! I told NANA that I was afraid to face today's paper which were BAHASA MELAYU and GEOGRAPHY. Felt scared like helll!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hihihi. And Ain said that she was afraid too. She told me that she wanna kick and punch someone with full of energy to release her stress. Hahaha, and I told the same thing before, actually :) Ohmyyy.. My paper started at 8.20 in the morning :) Pheww. I saw all the candidates' faces were full of stressed. Whoahhhh, that made me felt more scared. Ya allah. I could not state my feelings at that time. How scared am I. When the exam had started, I read the instruction carefully, and without hesitation..... I read through the questions, and answered them patiently. :) I was stucked when I was writing the summary. OMG! The first question you knoww! I was confused with the question. The instruction was about 'PERSEDIAAN YANG PERLU DIBUAT' or something like that I think. And all the paragraph that I've had read was like something different from the question. Hmm, how can it be right? So, I just continued my writing. I wrote and wrote till the second last question. QUESTION NUMBER 4. (choosing the essay) The essay should be written more than 180 WORDS! Weeee. I chose the simpler essay. (is it? No lahh, all essay was hard enough!) I wrote again. wrote and wrote again. Hmm, this the best part of my story. Heeee. On the SECTION D, which was writing an evidence about a story that we had read. Haaaaa. I chose 'ANAK DIN BIOLA', a novel that I've read in form 1. :) And this how the story began. I have to write 3 events based on the questions. And it was about 15 minutes left. So, I was in rushed. I wrote about 'PAK MAT TUKANG JAHIT' (one of the character in the novel). It should be 'PAK MAT TUKANG MASAK' and not 'PAK MAT TUKANG JAHIT'. HAHAHA! I asked my friends about it. They were laughing out loud when I told them about it. HAHA. But, I was scared I can't score for BM paper. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. BM paper 1 was quite hard too! I have to think it wisely. But, I've already answered the paper. Tawakal, that's the only way. Me geography paper was 50/50. I scared about that paper also. Bcoz I've got a B on last july test. :'( I put my faith and hope that I can get 8a's for my trial. Aminn, may Allah bless me. :) By the way. I have another short story to be shared with you. Hmm, just now I've got a TOBLERONE CHOCOLATE from my ex-adopted sister. She gave me a chocolate bcoz I helped her. So that was my reward for helping her. She gave me the chocolate after my BM paper had finished. :) So, I was happy even that I was stressed out :) :). Thanks to her for making me felt more happier :).
Credit to AFIQAH MUHAMMED for the choc!

I appreciated it <3

Thanks fiqa :)

Big Girls Don't Cry, They Cut Themselves

Dear Girls,

You may look in the mirror and find someone you really do not know. One day, your hands are going to look weird on you, your eyes don't tell the truth anymore and you're going to start to feel empty. That one particular day, you will feel the need to find yourself again and try things you never thought of doing before. That one day, your friends won't be around nor will your family. You will start telling yourself that you deserve to die and people around deserve to let you go. You'd end up considering hurting yourself because in your twisted little mind, it makes sense to punish yourself. You'll start thinking that if you don't hurt yourself, you'll hurt people around you even more. Well, at that very moment you arewrong.

Life is hard for everyone and in any position in life. Don't for one second think that you have the hardest life to live. Remember when you think you're living a bad life, someone somewhere around the world was hoping for your life. Don't get me wrong. I complain about life too. I mean who doesn't? But in any circumstances have i never ever considered picking up a blade and slicing it through my skin. I hope that you won't ever need to either.

We all have lost our respects to our own bodies. We lost respect to our own minds. We lost respect to ourselves. This is normally due to change. Changes in our mood, surroundings, friends, family etc. When someone goes through a phase or a change in life, we often do not know how to control or go through it. I never knew how to go through change. I still struggle finding myself through the darkest of times. Change is normal and in fact is healthy. Even the bad ones bring positive outcome. See things as it'll get better not nothing ever changes.

"We are beautiful in our own ways whether it be inside or out.
We are brilliant in our own ways whether it be in silence or out loud.
We are magnificent in someone's eye whether it be someone we know or not.
We have love to give whether it be a little or a lot."


Don't let anybody tell you otherwise.

Treat Them Like Dirt They'll Forever Stick To The Bottom Of Your Shoes

One day you'll wake-up and realise how much you miss me and you'll realise all the bad things you've ever done to me.
You'll want to fix everything or take your words back.
You'll want to try and get my forgiveness or try to erase all our memories you shattered when you threw my heart out the window.

One day you'll get out of bed and realise all your t-shirts smell like me and the ones that don't are with me.
You'll try and give me back the stuff i ever gave you.
You'll want to burn the letters or ignore the pictures i gave you.
You'll want to try and delete my phone number and try to forget the fact you memorised it already.

One day you'll look in the mirror and not recognise yourself for you have lost all your self-esteem.
You'll want to try and pick yourself up but you fail knowing i was the only glue pulling you together.
You'll want to get out of bed but find yourself struggling to even roll over from the depression that's taking over you body from knowing the sins you have committed.

One day, all i have ever done for you or to you makes sense.
But it'll be too late and all you have is cuts on your wrist from all your regrets.
And i have moved on and i never looked back.
Cause putting you in the past was a choice and it was the best i've ever made.

I can now look up to the sky, watch the clouds and breath in clean air.
I feel no more pain and the air around me is clean once again.


And we all know who wins this round, kid.

Allah is always by my side :)

My PMR trial is coming. Yaa, is coming! My trial is tomorrow! Ya Allah, help me. Hilangkan lah segala keraguan dalam hati ku ini. Berikanlah aku kesempatan untuk berjaya dgn cemerlang di dunia dan di akhirat. Well, I have to prepare lots of stuff now for my trial. So, I have to go. Ehhhhh, waittt! Hmm, let me share something with you guys :)

                                        JADUAL PEPERIKSAAN PERCUBAAN PMR 2011


Isnin, 8 Ogos 2011.
Bahasa Melayu Kertas 2
Bahasa Melayu Kertas 1
Geografi

Selasa, 9 Ogos 2011.
Bahasa Inggeris Kertas 1
Bahasa Inggeris Kertas 2

Rabu, 10 Ogos 2011.
Matematik Kertas 1
Matematik Kertas 2
Kemahiran Hidup

Khamis , 11 Ogos 2011.
Sejarah
Sains Kertas 1
Sains Kertas 2

Jumaat, 12 Ogos 2011.
Pendidikan Islam

I hope I can pass with flying colours. InsyaAllah. And Aminnn :)

MR. SIMPLE, dear EUNHYUK :)

My fav <3 

Well, this thing entertain me :)

I love this guy :)

Here some pictures of him.

EUNHYUK :)

Eunnn my fav :)

Gorgeoussss for me :)

His eyes :)

That's all, do enjoy it <3 <3 <3

My life was filled with boredom :(

Today.. Saturday. On the sixth August 2011 :)
I felt so bored with things that do not make sense to me.

Am I a sheep?

Hoyeahh, this is how I feel.

I agree with this :)

Curiosity? Well, I guess so :)

Hmmmmmm :(

Please make me happy :(

Ramadhan is a wonderful month :)

Assalamualaikum and hi. Yeahhh, as the title above, hmmm. Ramadhan? Yeahhh, ramadhan is now coming. No, no. Now is in the month of ramadhan. Yahhh, that's right! Puisshhh. As I've said just now, ramadhan is now happening and I really really want to have such a wonderful fasting dayssss. Unfortunately, I can't. Don't ask me why. I'll kick you! Cehhh, hahaha. Hmm, I have to prepare reciting al-Quran for this coming NUZUL AL-QURAN DAY. Well, yeahh. I feel like AWESOMEEE!!! Weeee, how long will this be end? Hmmm, waiting waiting and waiting. On this 8 AUGUST 2011, I'm gonna have a trial examination. Omygauddd. Scaryy. How if I can't get the best? How if? How can I struggle with it? How? How I'm gonna face it? Ya Allah, I'm asking for your help. Please help me facing with this trial. Help me ya Allah. I'm gonna promise to myself that I'm gonna try to do the best! I wish I could. This is the time now.

MY TARGET AND I'M GONNA MAKE SURE I CAN GET IT!

PMR TRIAL NEXT WEEK <3

8th AUGUST 2011

I'M PREPARING FOR THISSS.

AND THIS WHAT I WANT!!!!!

GONNA STRIVE FOR IT!

Insyaallah, I will try my best! 

AMIN <3