Salam muslims. Hey guys. Sorry for not updating my blog for so longgzzz. Yeah SO LONG. As you all know, I sekarang dah duduk hostel. So, I tak dapat bawa BB, lappy, ipad or what so ever except for my ipod nano. Hmmmm. Okay, today I would like to share something. It's about someone that I know in MJSC JB. Yeah, he used to be my partner before. But not now. Maybe bukan jodoh kami. So what can I do. Reda jela dengan jalann-Nya. Mungkin semua ini ada hikmah disebaliknya.
You guys mesti tahu kan dia siapa? Oh okay, siap you guys. Padahal takda siapa baca. LOL. Hewhew :3 Saya memang suka perasan yang amat. Memang bajet orang akan baca saya punya beloggggg ni lah kan. Harhar. Okay dah stop it. Okay cerita pasal seorang hamba Allah yang bernama... Tettt. Dia ni sebenarnya berasal dari Johor Bahru. But he stays in Negeri Sembilan. Kami berkenalan and akhirnya bersama pada tarikh 7th of April 2012. Kami pun bermanja, bermesra dan segalanya. *jangan ayat nak power sangat ahh. harhar. Hmmm okay setelah bermanja hampir dua bulan... On the 30th of Mayyyy.. Kami pun... Okay aku tak boleh nak cakap benda ni. Aku down gila sebab dia. Aku memang down.
Aku yang minta kat dia. Aku yang minta. Ye, aku salah. Tapi.. Nasi dah jadi bubur. Aku taknak fikir lagi pasal tu. Mungkin aku terlalu muda untuk fikir pasal ni. Cuma aku sayang kan dia. I really love him. I share my happiness, sadness, everything with him when I'm in the hostel. But not now anymore. We're over. I hope he'll be mine again. But it's just a dream for me. If i knew this will happened from the start, I shall not to love him. I was dumb. I was stupid because I love him. Yeah, till now. I still blame myself for being so down when I broke up. There's a lot of people out there that love me. I still have my family, I have my friends. I have them. They my strength to wake up and move on. Forget about the past cuz it'll make us feel the pains. Now, I'm happy with my life. But there's a problem here. Bila balik maktab nanti. How can I face him? How can I? I don't want it. Seriously no. I don't want to know him anymore. Cuz that really makes me hurt. :'( I'm hoping everything will be fine. :( Okay, I have to go. Salam.
