Hurt.

Hiiiiiii assalamualaikum :) Hey. Suuupppp how about my entry today? Sounds trouble right? Yeapppp that's what i feel right now. My heart seems like broken into small pieces and no one would like to care about. I know. Sometimes I don't feel like falling in love with someone as I know I'll be hurt. But who cares right? I don't know why but the thing is I rasa macam diperbodohkan. Literally. I don't feel like I've been loved. Hmmm I don't know what exactly he wants. Serious talk, kiteorang tak couple pun. Since I said I don't want  to have any bf. Then kami kawan. But I don't know why all of sudden, he wanted to end our relay as friends. Hmmm then he said that I macam tak pertahankan. Apa benda siot. Kite bukan couple pun. Haih, I bukan lah patah hati macam nak bunuh diri tu, it's just that I rasa dissapointed gila it's because of before balik cuti ni, I heard a few stories pasal dia cuma main main. Okay then betul lah yg my friend cakap tu. I don't care. That's what you want, what can I do. But one thing you have to remember, what you did, you get back okay dear? I'll pray for your happiness. I'm okay now since I still have my sampan. He always there when I need him. Tak kisah lah whenever I sakit sekalipun, he always be there for me. How I miss him hmmmm..

I'm just hoping that things will be better than before. No boyfriend I guess. Study, trial is coming this 2 Sept I tell youuuuuu. I'm so scared since my study pun mcm tak constant lagi haiyah..................

I wanna make sure my parents and family be proud on having me!

Nothing much to say I guess. Night peeps.

THE BIGGEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT EVER IN MJSC JOHOR BAHRU :)

Assalamualaikum and hi peeeeeeeeeeepppppps XDDDD I'm so excited to tell you guys about my story. WEGEGEGEGE, actually yesterday was my birthday kan. I never thought that I'm gonna get a prank... Unless..... it would be from my roomates. Tapi kannnnnnnnn........... I got THE BIGGEST PRANKED EVER! Since this is my first time celebrating my birthday in a boarding school, I never expected that one whole batch would gimme a prank. I JUST LOVE ALL ASPURIANS OF B3! Love you guys to the maxxxx!

K macam ni ceritanya. Yesterday, only a few of the aspurians wished me a happy birthday. So rasa macam alah apalah sangat birthday aku ni kan. Ok ok. But then the next day, I buat macam biasa. Like nothing gonna be happened. Supposed this morning I lawan futsal, tapi bola takda. So apa lagi. Rutin hari ahad, round maktab sambil mengirup udara segar... Wah segarnya walaupun dekat dengan kuari bom bom hahahaha. Lepastu kan lepastu kan kite borak dengan ain semua buat sajak pasal rumput. Maklum lah kami sebagai rumput lol. Then I went to DS and get some breakfast. Soto? Sedap lah tu hehehehe. 

I went to my room and gossip with hajiqah then bb masuk lepastu gelak lepastu online. Eh banyaknya lepastu hahahaha. Like always. 8.30 am we have a roll call. Tapi kali ni roll call gabung and it was held at B1. Jauh gak jalan sebenarnya. Setelah mendengar nasihat nasihat dan mengambil iktibar dari situ..............Masa nak habis rolll call tu kan, semua f5 kena panggil and 5f tak kena apa apa tau. I was so suspicious and eager to know it tapi tak dapat.

Bila ditanya semua orang taknak jawab...... Okkkkkkkkkkkkk........

Like always.........................  We got a task to clean up the toilets. Okay lepak jap, then pergi toilet cuci semua dah basah lepastu ada OPS BASAH, lagi lah basah! Hehehehe everything went well just now, Alhamdulillah...

And after done with the OPS BASAH, BB asked me to follow her and cleaned up the ground floor. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa di sinilah bermulanya cerita saya!

At first, I felt like something gonna happen. Tapi taktau apa. I pun buat macam takda benda dengan relaxnya turun bawah. Wah muka bangga lah konon. All of sudden, Nab datang simbah air. And I was like wth weehhhh?!!!!!!!!! What's happening? I saw Ika Bahar came towards me........ Baling air lagi. Haa masatu macam dah jadi orang buta gak ah sebenarnya. Sorang sorang datang balik belon berisikan air nescafe, pelbagai warna. Memang lencun gak ah aku sebenarnya. I was screaming air dari atas pulak sampai omg. lagi lah dah takleh nak buat apa. Serah diri, yang part paling aku terharu ialaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Semua nyanyi a birthday song for me! Ya allah time tu rasa nak nangis pun ada. Tapi dah terkejut nak buat macam manaaaaaaaaa. Hahahaha I'm so happppppyyyyyyyy to the max and rasa sangat dihargaiiiii..............................................!!!!!!!!!!!!

Guys, I just love you guyssssssssssssssssssssssss! Thank you, and you guys really made my day. This would be my happiest day of my life and thank you, thank you, and a big thank you! This would be my final year and the best memories ever in my life. I REALLY APPRECIATED IT THANK YOU! LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

KEEEEEP CALLLMMM AND SUPPORT IKHA GEDS!.

XX, IKHA GEDS

Adib ;)

HI ASSALAMUALAIKUMMM XD XD XD hahaha title macam takleh belah sebenarnya lewls. Who is adib? Who is he who is he? Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. He's a special friend for me actually acane nak cakap eh. Dia sangat baik kkkkkkk tapi kadang kadang menyirap sebab call je tak angkat puihhhhhhh. We're so closed together but sometimes we had a fight! Ceh gaduh gaduh manja lah kekonon. Dulu boleh lah nak ber BBM but now I don't use BB anymore. Merajuk dengan BB sebab selalu telan creds tak memasal.

My purpose tonight is because I miss him. Actually lah. Lama gila tak meroyan dengan dia. Tak otp dengan dia. Missing the moment when he wished me a good morning text. Tiba tiba rasa sebak hahahaha maybe sekarang tengah dengar lagu TERCIPTA UNTUKKU by UNGU. Meh kita nyanyi sikit!

AKU INGIN ENGKAU SELALU
HADIR DAN TEMANI AKU
DI SETIAP LANGKAH YANG MEYAKINI KU
KAU TERCIPTA UNTUKKU
SEPANJANG HIDUPKU....

Wah jiwang karat lol. Okay jangan sedih eh baca kita punya update kita kali ni hahahhahaha. Just want to say one thing. I miss our moments together. Since lama gila tak bertegur as I keep on spamming your twitter. And my tweets are just anoying. HEHEHEHEHE weh sorry tau.

Actually I was waiting for you to wish me last night lepastu tahu pulak wish hahahaha k takpe takpe thanks a lot btw. Anyway, I MISS YOU BABE. Sorry if update kali macam boring............................

Night peeps xx

Daddy's Princess Turns 17th Today.... 16 MARCH 2013

Assaaaalamualaikuummmm, heyyy heyyy peeps! Aigooo it's so long since my last update. Berhabuk blog ni. *phewwwwwww tiup habuk* Hmmmmm hari ni kaaannn kaannnnnn Guess what? 16 MARCH! OMG OMG OMG hahahaha ek eleh macam ada orang ambik tahu pulak kuikui. First of all, I want to thanked to all those who did wish me! I can't believe that you guys love me hehehehehe I love you guys too. Love to the  max! The first person who did wish my birthday is....................... Mr M :) Thank you for a cute wish for me. HAHAHA macam mengada gila. And there's one thing that makes me not too happy is. I'm celebrating my birthday without my parents and families by my side :( Since this is my first time celebrating without them, I cried when my parents called me last night :( My siblings did wish me but........... Lama gila nak tunggu k. At least they wished. Okay then, I kena duduk luar malam tadi SOBSSSSSSSSSSS. Diorang acah acah nak baling tepung tapi last last kena kurung kat luar. SEDIHHH T.T tapi best! Sebab hahahaha dapat wrestling BB.

Next.......................

When I woke up this morning, I got a few texts. And the first text was from my besties! IMRAN IZAM SHAH, and when I took my breakfast, DANISH texted me to wish me a happy birthday! While I was going to surau, suddenly THAQIF called me. He sang a song for me. I was too shocked and I was so speechless and can't even say a word! HAHAHAHA yelah thaqif bangun terus wish. Dah lama sikit tu.............. NAQIUDDIN pulak text. K buat buat tanya ah konon konon ada apa. TAKPE KAU TAKPE. But when the moment he texted me and wished me........... I was like................... I wanna scream it out loud! Hahahahah ohhh and this is just part of my story. What am I gonna tell here is about my BESTIES yang sekarang semuanya dah pindah :( wish me a happy birthday! THANK YOU GUYS.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaanddddddddddddd yang palig terharu ialah.... Last night i got 2 cadbury chocs from MR. M. A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU! And and that morning when I came back from breakfast....... I saw a bag that has a 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' written on it...... I was so suspicious and I opened it. There was a card, a bear and a frame. How sweet is she. I read through her card and it was AIN RAHMAN who gave me that present! THANK YOU SAYANG......

And and and!

The best part was....................... My sister in here, I mean my junior yang I dah anggap macam adik sendiri, gave me a card that made by herself. I'm so proud of her and i do love her. THANKS MUCH DAYANA, KAK IKA LOVES YOU TO THE MAX! Walaupun dia merajuk.....................

Okay about last night. I asked my parents about my brthday presents. They told me that they're waiting for me at home. CEHHHHH next weeeeeeek is holidaaaaaaaaaaay! Yayyyersss I'm so happy and I LOVE MY MUM AND DAD, muah kakak loves you guys.

Abah cakap princess abah dah besar, HEHEHEHEHE. Pakbusu and makbusu were so sweet. They texted me and got <3 at the last word that they texted me. How adorable.

LASTLYYYYYYYYYYYY>>>>>>>>>>>>>

THANK YOU THOSE WISHES AND PRESENTS! I DO LOVE YOU GUYS AND PRAY FOR ME AND MY SPM. IN SHAA ALAH 9A+ FOR SPM! AMIN................

Le Bandung 😍

Assalamualaikum uolllsssssss. Hi there 🍀 hikhik. Suupppp guys? Well before I'm leaving Malaysia,   I guessssssssss I have to write a post in my blog hewhew. As usual budak bajet. Yeah that's me ehekehek. 18 Dis? The date that i've been waiting for... Annnnndddddd it comes to me like finally i'm going for a holiday oh yeah. *jumping all around* i want to go there becauseeeeeee i'm too bored at home. I want to go out and get some fresh air. Kat rumah aircond 24/7. Bill melambung abah marah hahaha. I'm used to. Ahhhhhhhh less than a month and i'm going back to maktab oh my god that place is just a hell for me. For god sake i went there because i want to be like anyone else. It's not like i want to imitate or copying what they did. I just want to make my parents proud of me as i can be a successful girl one day in shaa allah.. So, i need to work smart and try to achieve what they want me to be. Ehhh wait a sec! Why am i talking about back to school? I want to go for a holiday not going back to school argh.

My flight is on 6.45 a.m. And i'm going to KLIA at about 2 a.m cause i need to be there 2 hours earlier, as usual. Hm.. I haven't sleep yet. I think i won't sleep till i get there. Alah i used to be like that. Being an owl at home. It's just me.  I had packed my things. I didn't bring too much things as i want to go for a shopping spreee there! Hehehehe.

In shaa allah after spm, i'll be going to korea. But it's just a plan. Moga moga allah murahkan rezeki abah, amin..... Ah feel sleepy now. Shall i get some sleep? Not really. Hihihi, can't wait to leave malaysia for a hols! Till my next update.

Xoxo, ccaameer 💋

Hols are here!

Hi, salam muslims :) holidays are hereeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh yeah. And december is here woaahhh and another few weeks turning to january and i'm gonna sit for an exam that called espiyem! omagad omagad. Oh god another a year I'm gonna finish my high school. That is so boring, for me. Hehehehe. Okay for this hols, I haven't go for a holiday yet. Hm sadlife. But I get to meet my beloved pweeennnsss! Hehehehe, I get a chance to have a sleepover at zaf's :D Weeee that is soooooooooooooooo fun and I had a really great time with them. Going out for a movie, window shopping, having baskin robbins, lunch together ah and so much more! Hehehe, And last week, I manage to meet my besties! Ain and izzat! We went to a cinema and watched WRECK-IT-RALPH ok. Hahahaha it sounds funny but yeah, that's the fact. I just love watching disney's cartoons cause they are so attracting.

And there's one thing that I can't manage to do it. What issit everybody? Yeah homeworks! A tonnes of homeworks makes me feel like a boss. Damn. I only finished my pai homeworks! hahahaha 200 quest ok. It's not like 50 quest or something.It's 200 ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahaha if you were in my shoes, you'll know it. I haven't touch my chemistry, bm, english homeworks yet :( hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm can someone do it for me :'( Pewwwisssshh :( Hahahahaha, okay I'm so annoying yeah so what?! I don't care you biatch.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee this coming 18 I'm going for a hols. Be jelly. Hahahaha gonna kick some ass oh yeah. Hahahahaha shopping spreeeee! Eh apa merepek ni? *trollface.jpg*

Hmm I think it's time for me to get some rest. So tired changing my blog's templates, updating my profile, and going for a walk at jonker walk. Hehehehe nice but tired ok. See you guys soon. Much love from me!

xx, ccaameer muah.

Gamilan MRSM Se-Malaysia.

Salam muslims! HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII THHHEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEE! Caca here. Hekhekhek. Awwwhh i miss this blog so so so much :( Because of boarding school. I can't update this blog as usual. Like usual ok. Busy with school things, studies, final exam, worry on getting 3.5 and above, and so on. Bajet macam dekat u je. Hihihi. Hm.......................................................

So, what's on going on now? ohhhhh heeemmm gee. Life is just getting busy. Like my mother always said. 'You'll have to work harder when you had entered the boarding school. Be an independent girl ok.' Okay mak. *big smile* Ehhhhhhhhhhh wait! This is so run out of the topic that I'm talking about. Hahahahahahahahahahaha. Eh it's not funny okay ika. Not at all. Hehehehe. Okay lah. I'm gonna tell you guys something that had happened in my school. Guess what? Oh, Gamilan MRSM Se-Malaysia :) 

I tell you what eh. This event happened once in my whole life. I mean, once in my lifetime being a helper. Not  a helpless ok. :P Hehehehe okay let me tell you the whole setori. hahahaha bukan story lah ok. Hm I had a lot, tonnes, and much fun there. I had to extend another 5 days from coming back home. Hehhh, mula mula frust. But when I had a lots of fun, I mula rasa. Eh, this is interesting! Hahahaha. I spent my time with le beloved ones. Aeinaa shida, Lydia, and FARAAAAHH AIINAAAAAAAA. Siap capslock! 

yeah this is it!

ni haa budak nya yang buat i happy wooo!

comel tak? *shing

me and aleeya :)

bajet nya lydia. hahaha

konon pandai main.

keyboard pulak eh.

penat eh bang? kesian.

bersungguh sungguh buat kerja!

din and mika.

our mjsc jb team!

wooooah.

lydd and our junior.

dah sampai...

ilun is so bajet.

registration.

seeeeee told ya!

candid.

like again, candid!

omg so many people.

ewwww.

le bestfriends!

i shine like a diamond!

some gamilan things.

lyd. 

hahahaha.

me so bajet.

this one is serting team.

okay that's all from me. muah!

xx, ccaameer.